Glad it's Wednesday

This first part of the week has been, well, HELL. yes bad enough that I had to capitalize the whole word. I don't think just doing the H would have been enough.

I woke up this morning, got a lot of things off my chest and I feel a lot better and I am moving on. I have learned over the years that if you don't like me for me and the things I stand for and the way I do things then you never will but it's taking me this long to finally say it's time to stop trying to make others happy and do what makes me happy.

So today I am

basically
well rested

ready
to hit life head on and go with the flow

eating
a granny smith apple

really
glad I walked 3miles last night

hungry
but don't feel like eating this apple any more

wondering
how T is feeling, He seems a little on the eh side this morning

still
pissed about my weight. I can't get lower then what I am now and it's driving me nuts

looking
on the good side of things

enjoying
my family

anxious
about spending time w friends this weekend. It's been awhile. summer is always busy for everyone

thinking
that I should just do something small for T's 2nd birthday. We don't have the time or $ this year to do much. buying hard wood floors and adding on took a toll on us.

going
to make some strawberry cheesecakes today.

super
excited about making those cheesecakes.

already
tasting them in my mouth!